I'll eat,sleep,smile;make you think I'm fine
I won't show my pain so you won't know
I'm dying inside

I'll tell you what you want to hear
I'll hide my true,hurt self
You won't see my slow,sad tear

You'll go on,never stop to ask
Never look beneath the surface
Underneath the mask

Hiding it is not a chore
It doesn't take much time
Just living takes so much more

I'm forced to go on day after day
Forced to appear normal
No one knows my life is bleak and gray

Your words cannot be heard
Gets to my ears then stops
Every word wasted on me
Every goddamn word

You don't know me
So please stop trying to care
You don't know my want to die
Each breath more painful than the last
I am a waste of air


 
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