my scars are the memories
that tie me to my past
each and every time with the knife
always thinking this is the last
forever etched into my skin
the knife that used to be my only way from pain,
was what caused me more
so caught up in my own misery i was thought to be no longer sane
this metallic blade that was once my friend
seems so forbidden now
no more slicing, no more cutting
how more wondering how...
wondering how this world can be so cruel
wondering if these scars will ever heal
maybe the numbing pain will go away
and once again my world will seem real
 
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