This is so hard to write.
I dont wanna write I wanna cut
cut myself into a million pieces
i wont get to you
thts all I ever, ever wanted to do
What was I to blame?
Just let me slip away
Stop thinking you can see through me because things will never be the same
You are the only one left but you dont know and I think i know you so well
but inside I dont
Do you ever feel this way?
Do you ever break?
All normalness has faded Im just a nothing hated
Do you know what it's like to be this way?
Im falling and crashing and sometimes wishing someone would find me but
until then I try to catch myself
i can never save myself so i hit the floor and explode into million pieces
All dreams just dangle on a string until they fall
Those dreams stagger away but if you try to grab them they run away
Ive spilled my heart but you still dont seem to get it and I have nothing to
say
i know inside somewhere i am right but tonight im wrong and thts all youll
ever know of me
touch my fingertips save me from falling away and wake me up let me be alive
and everything from what its suposed to be
All these fast moments go through my head but my mind takes them in and cuts
them into so many pieces
are you broken?
you must be
are you better?
you cant be
like a crystal tearing apart but still melting to tears n finally busting to
where its still alive
so cold but one day you will find why
trace this moment because our memories make us what we are so we wont slip
away so fast to where our hands slip through the handholds
Youre just dangling waiting until you break and fall
And when you do someone will always be down there to catch you
to catch you and choke you so you gasp on every word you say but its already
falling apart
so let you slip away
now
will you slip away with me?
Here I go..

 
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