Thoughts in my head

i wonder why brian got arrested and charged
when other kids much worse than him
carry guns and weapons, steared by the pills

i wonder why daniel had to go to iraq
hes my best friend, and hes only 18
he hasnt even had a chance to live

i wonder why a cute blond is called a freak
by her mom just because she choose to get
red and black hightlights in her hair.

i wonder why there are so many religions
if we all believed in one God,
would there be so much hatred and percution?

i wonder why we are all different colors
it wouldnt matter much unless you cared
why do we care so much?

i wonder why love doesnt just come,
why does it have to come packaged?
man, women? black, white? why?

i wonder why little kids get cancer
the extent of there little lives
are barbie dolls and plastic soilders

i wonder why i care so much
i was told i didnt have a heart
guess i proved you wrong
because i do care
and it pisses me off when innocence
is rewarded with cancer, heart
and love is rewarded with a
rainbow with nothing but hatred at the end,
years of friendship is rewarded
with a trip over seas just to be shot and killed.
it pisses me off when teenagers are called
punks and “good for nothings”
it pisses me off that i was raised in a conservative home but believe in
something different.
it pisses me off that i care so damn much. i hate that my best friends, my
true friends are shuned by society. i hate that when i walk into a store i
get stared at and watched, their waiting for a chance to bust me...for
what??? for walking in with a five in my pocket, walking down the diary isle
grabbing a gallon of milk and proceeding to the register, only to pay with
honest money. only to walk out and go home to help mom make dinner. what
were you waiting for? a chance to catch me? you’ll never catch me....because
theres nothing to catch but my opinion of you...wanna know what i think?
read my mind...if your to dumb, i’ll spell it out...f-u-c-k y-o-u. take that
and chew on it for a while...i hope it sinks in and you start to feel like a
dumb ass..



 
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