(note: this poem may get a little confusing and its me talking to my own
mind to clear up any future problems)

Shut up
You cant tell me what to do
Get out of my mind
Its not meant for two
Leave me alone
I need to think by myself
Away from you
Youre not me
And you can't tell me anything
Stop making me scream
Stop controlling my voice
It's not true
Youre not true
And you should leave
I wont take meds.
To make you leave
I can do it on my own
So leave now
Or Ill kill us both
You shouldnt want that
Or would you?
Ill grab the gun
And see what happens
I put it in my mouth
Tears of fear rolling down my cheeks
I want my mind to be silent
I pull the trigger and that last second-
I was free.
You were gone.
You left at the last point
controlling my every move
Creating the idea of suicide in my head
Now it all makes sense
You killed me
Or.... did I kill myself?
Why couldnt you just shut up?
Why did you leave me to die?
 
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