I got a letter from you the other day, as i read it i cried. you talked of
better days and how happiness never stays. My baby sister has already had a
baby.

Anger. It seems like happiness is a rarity. I just wanna feel dead, i
convince myself i dont want to die, i just want to feel it. Just the chance
to lay and think.

If i got my wish, i would just lay there. Would i think of you?
would i feel this angry and blue?
would i remember mom and the girls?
or daddy and my baby brother?
would i still have the courage?
would i even want it?
would i feel pity and sarrow?
im tired of thinking, i just want to feel dead.



 
Copyright © crissie0516, All Rights Reserved