As days go by I see the world fall into more and more of a state of decay,
And when each sun sets and I stare at the moon, I wonder if the sun will
ever shine on a different day?
People make me wonder, are they really so blind as to not see?
Is there anyone left who understands, who could ever dreaming of
knowing....what it's like to be me?
I am burdened with the responsibilities to change the world,
But I can't even help myself.
I help those wherever I go, I bring them light, but I manage to keep none
for myself.
I have healed many a broken heart, a cover for your wounds,
Yet I am broken and on my own...I take their pain into myself.

Everybody has to say goodbye sometimes but why is it always me?
A bleeding crucifix around my neck, the hallmark of my bleeding heart.
Reaching the moment of letting go, this cliff I stand upon,
I watch the water churn below, the world, a stormy sea.
This life, it slips away from me, yet so slowly pass the days.
All around darkness is all I see, deliver light and change unto humanity was
what my soul was meant to do,
But to be here in person, I got lost and confused.
Drowning in the lake of sorrow, it's hard to see at all.
Never a light in the darkness...but plenty of darkness in the light.
You must be strong, and quick, and fast, or you will slip and fall so far.
Too be strong you cannot feel, other people are no use.
They will hurt you whenever they can, so bring light to them? Why should I
care?

I fell into a state of grey, an endless void of apathy,
Cold as winter's breath itself, the caring angel I once was is lost to this
earthy hell.
I was sent to save them all, and now I need to be rescued myself,
And they never answer my call...
Realizing they will get trapped themselves.

*This one is a mix of my own Spiritual Preference, "New Age", as it's
called, even though it's been around a long time, as well as depression.
It's around fifty-fifty, so I labeled it as "Other"*
 
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