I hate how I'm so suicidal
People say lets sit down n' talk for a while
That never seems to work
In the back of my mind cutting seems to lurk
I try to stop, Im sick of it
I hate having to deal with all this shit
You can think im psycho and im crazy
The bloods drips from my wrist, things get hazey
The pain I was feeling
I drop to the floor staring at the ceiling
Hott tears stream down my face
I close my eyes then look at my wrist in disgrace

I hate who I've become
The darker depressed side of me has won
I've dug myself in a hole so deep
All I can do is sit down and weep
Friends say they care and want me to quit
Its not that easy to just stop with it
I just wish I could
If it was that easy, trust me I would
I just want everybody to know
I do need help, im not gonna let that go
I need some one there
Willing to give there time up and care
There is one person who I can talk to
I know who it is and Alicia thats you.

 
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