I had no clue it'd be you who'd break my heart.
Like a vicious dog, you tore it apart.
I ask myself...
Am I the fool?
Am I the dummy?
because I put things pass you.
It's now kinda funny
than again it's not.
I love you!
At the same time,
I hate you!
you told me everything I wanted to hear, and you didn't mean any of
it.
You treated me the way I wanted you to, but it was nothing but a front,
that's why i'm hurting so much.
For so many months
I had no idea.
It's fucked up you were laughing,
but that's right
you don't even care.
I feel like shit.
Lower than dirt.
You did me wrong.
I'm so hurt.
I gotta be strong.
You said you want me back.
I'm moving on.
I look at you.
I want to speak.
I want it to be like today subtract a week.
when I didn't know anything, and I knew my man wouldn't do
anything to hurt me.
I want things like they were before, but what we had will never again be.
Now that reality has hit me.
SMACK ! in the face
I'm not turning back to your lies anymore.
When you look at me can you not see.
The hurt and the pain,
Your actions has done to me.
You said I was your only boo.
It's ashame it took this look to find out that wasn't true.
I don't deserve this shit,
What did I do?
All I ever did was love you.
You know what I realize.
I'm not the fool nor the dummy.
Those labels belong to you.
The stupid ass who settled for trash.
Taking for grated what you had.
Now you telling me you sorry beggin me back.
I don't want to hear that.
You are now apart of my past
On my list you don't come last.
The only thing you can do for me,
Is kiss my ass!
Now I guess it's me who gets the last laugh
 
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