I’ve pushed and pushed. I tried to make it through.
I kept on trying even though no one knew.
I’m done trying to be happy, to live the fullest.
I’m done trying to get through another day.
No more pain.
No more hurt.
No more getting my face pushed in the dirt.
I did what you told me.
I did what you asked.
Your ruined my life, you never even asked.
Throwing me aside.
Throwing me against the walls.
Throwing me so far that now I have taken the fall.
Im sorry to go.
I don’t even want to.
I wish you would have seen.
Seen all there was to me.
I wont cry and more.
I wont throw my self at everyones feet.
Now you’ll listen to what I say.
You never cared anyway.
Fly away to another day.
Now there’s no waking me.
Goodbye

~Me~



 
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