Hey, I guess I'll try and see,
Just what exactly I'm feeling inside of me.
I'll close my eyes 'till it's all the same.
Until the bullet holes on my heart have stopped bleeding.
In a place far away maybe I can see the day.
In a long forgotten field, maybe I can remember what it is to feel.
Hey, maybe I can touch the sky,
Maybe you could re-teach me what it is to cry.
Hey, maybe after all I've done, I finally wanna come apart.
After all that's happened, can you blame me for wanting to go back to the
start?

Maybe now I can run with the wind,
Forget all my fears and learn how to swim...in the ocean of the world,
Ignore the memories as they unfurl,
Instead watch my heart as it opens up,
My soul spreads its wings and the joy is to the cusp,
And take to the skies where it once belonged.
Hey, maybe life isn't so bad anyways.
At least not in this world of illusions and lies,
But I think I will stay here,
Lest I meet my demise.
Breaking their hold, ignore the truth as it's told.

Maybe then I could fly, maybe then I could cry, maybe then I could feel.
Maybe then I could love you? Too bad this world isn't real.
But for now you can smile and laugh, as in my delusional revelry I forget
all that is real.

Maybe then the wind will carry me away.
But hey, no one listens to me anyways.
Maybe, maybe, maybe...
 
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