Let me fade to black,
let me escape into the darkness.
Let me return to my dream world,
for its much better than this cold; cruel reality.
I wanna scream, i wanna shout
I wanna release this anger inside of me. Release the pain, release the hurt,
release the emotion inside of me.

I just need to escape this cold-hearted realm, of fighting, vicious thoughts
and more. Deeply inside I'm killing myself with strong words. When I scold
myself , the good things I used to think rottens. I become a lifeless doll,
blank stare and all. My words become as sharp as a knife, piercing and
stabbing, making deep gashes into my soul.

So many times you reachout to me, and so many times I have called for help.
Why is it now.. that I just can't tell you i'm hurt...is it so...I don't
hurt you in return?
 
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