What if i still love him?
what if i still care?
is this just a longing...
or a cry out in despair?

I lay in bed and think
of the times we used to have
and of this other person
im not sure if im that glad,

I wish u'd understand
why i did wat i did
i didnt mean to hurt you
cant u see ive sinned?!

I have to live with it forever
and face the terror head on,
but im having second thoughts
on if i was wrong

wrong in saying its over
wrong in trying to say
that i didnt love you
cuz i think of you every day,

i told you fate would play out,
and i promise you it will,
you keep asking me how its playing,
to tell you the truth, id kill

just to hold you one more time
to kiss you soft silk lips,
but i cant go through it again
not even standing on stilts,

you'll always be the one
my one and only true love
and maybe someday you'll wear the star again
that came from down above,

im not sure wat fate holds,
i think i love you again
but until i know for sure,
ill sit and wonder when.



I wrote this poem about my first true love. I think i still love him, but i
can never tell with him. so i guess for now, fate really will have to play
out. im sorry baby.


 
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