My eyes burn when they shut
Who said you could make me cry
My voice hurts when I speak
All you told were lies

So here’s to the letter you never wrote telling me you don’t care
Your death meant more than your life to me and now I’m really scared

I feel like everyone’s walking out turning the doorknob tight
I’ll never forget waiting by the phone
Hoping this time I was right

And now everyone’s speaking nicely
Only saying that you weren’t around
But I’m not that sympathetic
After all my heart is on the ground

Remember the time you held me tight content in all your lies
Well I hate you for every second of it and you never said goodbye

Did you have to make these memories quite as bad as you did
Couldn’t you have loved an other or at least have started with your kids

Well I got some final questions I wonder if you care
I’ve asked myself over and over and now I hope that you can hear
Did you ever love me? Did you remember my smile?
Did you walk around and tell your friends about your grand child?
Did you ever plan to pick up the phone to maybe try and call?
Did you ever think of me a little or even at all?
Did you mean to hurt me when I was just a child?
Did you have to leave me cold and in denial?

Sometimes I wish for answers
Sitting with my head in my hands
Not knowing what I did so wrong
For you to be such an inconsiderate man

Well I guess with your death its time now I can heal
I don’t have to wonder if you have anymore to steal
So in this passing moment I just wanted to let you know
I can’t believe you hated me enough to let me go

 
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