I sit here in the white room
Staring at the walls
There are no windows…
So I can not get fresh air
Feeling enclosed with dread
Wondering wut I got myself into
It all started with that drink
I got a little drunk
Then took some drugs
It didn’t hurt me the first few minutes
So I took some more
And more
The next day I woke up in the Hospital
Wires everywhere
Doctors trying to save my life
My mom waiting
After that I seemed to have a craving
For that little white smooth pill
I missed it sliding down my throat
I found the dealer that sold me the drugs last time
He game me a few pills
I ran away under the bridge
Slowly taking my time with each pill
So that the wonderful moment would last
Grab the bottle and sip icy cold water
To help get the pill down
2 years later
I had gone insane
Drinking pills left and right
Cutting here and there
Trying to shoot my self many times
Now I am miserable in this hospital
The "SPECIAL" hospital
Where I have to wear a strait jacket and
Be strapped to the bed
Just like I slowly took the pill,
The pill slowly began to kill my life
Making me suffer
Forever...

 
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