You say we’re friends
But yet at times
I don’t even know
You realize I exist.

I make time to call you
Even when it’s not
Convenient for me
When I could be doing other things.

Late at night, I wonder
What’s on your mind
My mind spinning
Lump in my stomach, turning.

I feel lonely…
A short tree among the tall
Owner watering
Whenever it’s convenient for him

But every year
I bloom regardless
Radiate natural beauty
Only to be rejected and used.

So I wonder
Are we friends?
Or do you come to me
Only when it will benefit you?

You say you love me
But at times I doubt
I want to ask
Do you? But don’t want to hurt you.

I wish you’d take the time
To add me into your life
As much as I try
To add you into mine.

 
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