Why is it that you can’t see,
How much you mean to me.
I try to interact,
But in the end, feel like an empty flask among the full.
For a second understand –
I’m just like you, lonely and depressed.

***

I long for cuddles and long talks,
The way we used to get along.
I’m older now and growing strong,
But our relationship is torn apart.
No matter what I try to say or do,
It’s never good enough for you.

***

I’m still your little girl,
Who’s growing up fast
I want to have a mom
And a friend by my side.
I know I failed you in many ways
Slowly paying for those failures every day.

***

There are so many things I’ll never be able to say,
Because they’re buried
Deep inside my heart,
To protect myself.
Instead of growing closer with each passing day,
I feel us moving away.

***

I wish you could get inside my head,
So that you’d understand a lot of what I’m going through.
It’s not easy for me to live,
But I do it because I’m not selfish like Chris.
I want to live but also die,
But you’re the reason I’m still here…alive.

 
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