A tear fell from my eye
Just one when I cried
But it wasn’t like any other tear
Its one that made me care
It gave me hope and courage to what I was suppose to do
It showed me what was true
I walk upstairs to my bedroom
Smiled for what came soon
I grab the knife from under my bed
And one last prayer I said
I think god for what he had showed me
And the devil for what he made me be
I slit my neck
And ended this wreck
I fell to ground in a great big smile
Blood flooded the tile
I had finally did what I always wanted
I have ended this nightmare I haunted
Barely awake
All I see is a bleary picture that I can’t make
Frustration im trying to take
Maybe I should of just drowned my self in a lake
Easier it would have been
I might intend
I start to cry from this terrible feeling inside
For I had died
Still enough alive to send tears down my cheek
To find what I had seek
Red drops fall to the ground
For what I had found
Afraid of all the fears
I cried bleeding Tears

 
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