All the things you did to me I never thought I would forgive
All the times You said you
were sorry I should have
forgiven you I know the
things I said to you on that
day were harsh but you
have to understand the
pain that you put me through
and than try and say
you have nothing to do
with what's
on my writs I have a cut
for every time you lied I
have a cut for every time
you hit me You have a lot
to do with it so I made you
understand I showed you
my cuts and you started to
cry you now understand but
its to late I hate the things
you did to me and what you
made me become I told
you I hated you and never
again
did I want to see you and i
left you there with tears in
your eyes and that was the
last time I was ever to see
you. Get a call a few days later
you wanted to see me you
begged me please and I
still said no this went on for
hours and hours and
finally you gave up and
said ok but remember this
"I will love you until the end"
I did not think much of this
I did not even care i went
on with my day with that
phone call still in the back
of my head thoughts
came to mind I wonder
why he wanted to see me?????
a few hours later word
comes to me that you
are died tears start to
fall down my face as
I walk into the room
were your body lies so
cold and still
its didn't hit until than
Your really gone I look
at your body I sit and touch
your cold face as my tears
fall from my face onto yours
i look at you body and I
see the words For Jess
curved into your skin......
I cry over the fact that
your gone and that you
killed your self over me
cause you thought I hated you I should have told you I Loved
you I should have told
you that my feelings for
you are Love
not really hate
I hate my self for
letting you die with the
thoughts that I hated you ....
I will Love you until the end are the words you should have died with ..


 
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