You're there, and it makes it so hard..
If only you knew....
why it hurts so bad,
to know I can't have you.

And now you flirt, and it hurts.
It hurts to know,
that to have you, I'd have to hurt someone else.
That is something I dont think I'm able to do.

Because the person that I'd have to hurt,
is so close to me,
that if I was to leave him..
me and him would no longer be the friends I want us to be.

Especially since there is that slight complication..
you are his friend..
and if I was to go for you..
my friendship with him would end.

I liked you from the beginning..
but you never paid any attention to me..
and now that I'm with him..
it's like you finally see..

you see that I like you,
but now it's too late.
its just seems impossible,
to even put this into the hands of fate.

I've been thinking of this,
since before vetran's day.
I've thought about how hard it would be..
not that there is much I can do about it anyway.

I hate how this is how it has to be.
I hate how I can be happy and yet still be sad.
I hate how you never looked..
I hate that now you've become the guy i'll never have.
 
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