i felt a big connection
i was wrong the whole time
all i got was rejection
i felt like loving her was a crime
i flirted with her every day
i wanted her to REALLY flirt with me too
now i look at her and don't know what to say
i freeze not knowing what to do
my heart bleeds as it's torn apart
salty clear tears run down my face
i should've known from the start
the love i had for her been replaced
some tall guy that she's dating
i saw them together ;jealousy took over me
i see them dancing and i start fainting
i hate that boy..i want her to come to me with open arms...free
i continued to feel loved by her
not knowing it was just plain fun
i am such a loser
to think that she might mean it if she ever called me hun
mabie she does like me
she really might be bi..
no...even if she was..she wouldn't like me
our friendship might've just been a simple passby " hi"
my dreams of her have all fell down
they smile i once melted for
all it does now is make me frown
it just reminds me of when my heart was tore
things are going to to be odd now
i can no longer sit next to her at lunch
how i will stay away from her...i don't know how
i can only hang out with the rest of the bunch
no more flirting or laughing together
no more jokes about the apple juice's taste
she hurt me but i think i'll love her forever
i won't be able to take her happy smiling face
this might be one of her fears
they day when they are through
i then fantisize about her running to me..her eyes filled with tears
and her soft voice whisper into my ear the words " i love you"

 
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