why do i have to be like this?
why do i have to lower myself everyday?
i don't know why i do these things
it just lowers my self-esteem
pretty soon i'm going to have a reputation
and its not going to be good
some of the things i've done...
i would change them if i could
i've been called names
and believe me...it doesn't feel great
if anyone found out...
i would be so ashamed
sometimes it doesn't seem so bad
but then i make the same mistakes...
and i just get so mad
why do i have to be so naive and believe what they tell me?
i fall so far into their trap
but every last word that came out of their mouth..
was just total crap
they make me feel so special and important
but it's only because of the gossip
of what i would do
if they could only get me alone in that room
i'm sick and tired of it
i'm not a slut or a whore
but still i find myself in the same situations...
more and more
i'm trying hard to fix this
i mean i know it's wrong
and i'll be doing great...
but not for long
because here comes another one of those guys
who...no matter what they say...
doesn't really see anything when they look into my eyes.
 
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