I hold onto this precious pain close,
The way you left me kills me the most.
I didn't know where to go or what to do,
I kept trying to think it was all untrue.
My broken heart fell to the floor,
I begged you to hurt me not once more.
Now I face this lonely case,
Only to find its' empty embrace.
Crying doesn't help, neither does the phone.
All I do is just sit at home.
Seeing you in all my dreams,
Not by any means,
Repeating in my head are the violent screams.
I just cannot go on, though this precious pain reminds me of you,
I want to let go but it's too much to do.
You were my hero, the one that got me by,
But now I can only wonder why.
Why you left me, with all this precious pain,
Please tell me, I'm going insane.
And just to give you something to think about,
I was always the one who missed out.
You're the shadow that will follow me wherever I will always go..
That is all I want you to know.
 
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