as i carve
out my heart
losing apart of me
that once was perfect
i realize
theirs not much left
of my heart
that i once had
when i was well
now i feel every punch
you lay on me
every word
you say at me
fell every turn down
from every guy
feel so lonely
and never to feel love again
just one part
id like
to be filled
to feel
something
that im supposed to feel
and not just the feel of
my heart being carved out
 
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