I could kill myself
How would that make you feel?
I could slice my wrist
Do you really think you could deal?

There are so many ways
I could make it all end
I could shoot up, slice veins
To send myself around the bend

I could take some drugs
Or smoke too much crack
Do some of these things
So I壇 never have to come back

I could do these things
Make you lose your pride and joy
But I never was
I知 just a manipulated toy

I could leave
And never come back
I could sneak up and scare you
And make you attack

I could have sex
And stay out later
In the end
It痴 you I値l hate


I値l just go away
Inside myself
I値l hide inside
And make you weep

I live like nothing
No as me, as a shell
Inside I am nothing
I live In Hell



On the outside
I hide behind a mask
Going quietly through life
Completing every task

I知 tired of being quiet
But what can I do?
I could pick up this knife
My heart, it壇 go through

We go through our days
And pretend to be pure
We suffer through
All we must endure

I知 tired
Just so tired
From life,
May I please be fired?

 
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