Can't really write how I feel
Don't really really know what's the deal.
Confused in so many ways and places,
so many tiring days and faces.
They are constanly going through my head ,
in and out , in and out, up and down and round about.
Feeling kinda used ,feeling kinda abused ,while listening to your words in
my head , over and over heavy as lead.
Wanting to shut all the bad from the good , not really mad but dissapionted
in where your views stood. Wondering what on earth I'm going to write
next wondering, wondering about this text.
Not knowing hoe to explaine my thoughts, my feelings.
Can't really think with all this inner commotion, all my emotions
exploding.
With all the capacity I'm holding, my self-esstem is slowly bolding,
from all that I hate going.
I'm becoming revised, my brain I think has resized with all the
cautions and warnings of you.
So now I'll think twice before letting you do your damage to me , For I
am not afool you see.
 
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