For too long I've held this pain inside,
It keeps coming back, refusing to hide.
You think I'm so happy, but that's a lie,
'Cause if I'm so damn happy, why do I want to die?
You said you loved me, told me you'd wait,
Now you want to save me, but it's too late.
If you loved me you wouldn't hurt me.
I was blinded by your love and couldn't see.
So here I sit with the blade to my skin,
Waiting for it to erase my every sin.
Tears of pain slip down my face,
I'm nothing to you- I'm a disgrace.
All those things you told me, they were all lies.
You are the reason for all my cries.
I've kept all this in for so long,
Now I realize this isn't where I belong.
I press the blade against my wrist,
And I knew I'll never be missed.
Every single drop of blood I shed,
Is for every tear I cried from the words you said.
But tonight is the last night I'll cry over you,
'Cause by tomorrow morning my life will be through.
I slide the blade in as I shed my last tear.
The pain destroys my every fear.
Soon a river of crimson blood appears,
And all of my pain and problems slowly disappear.
 
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