Not So Perfect

I’m not the perfect one
I have done some bad things in my life
People did not know what I have done

Living a life full of lies
My words towed yours
Nothing you say can change me

I am who I am
Never know the parents of my birth
Never knowing my Mother that did not want me

A mother that does not know
The father of the son
Of my birth

Just look at my life
It may seem perfect
To others
But I’m drowning inside

I ask my self why this life
Did I have to live?
Why can’t I live the life?
I wanted to

But not to perfect
Just to get through life with a smile
Nothing to hide just want to show my pride
I’m scared to show how I really feel

See look what you have done
Yes I have done so much drugs
Just trying to control of my self
So I don’t lose control and go crazy

I’ve been hiding the feelings
For so long
I can’t take it any more

I’m afraid of waking
Never know if I want to wake up
And live the same life
I have lived for the last 15 years of my life

I just want what other people want
Like know who my real father is
And my mother

I know my mother did do lost of drugs
And I know you have sold your self
For money to get by and to get drugs

And now you have a son
That will never know who you are
And a father that you’ll never see
And I know you shot crystal myth in your arm
15 minuets before you hade me

it make me sad that you would do such a thing
to me

and NOW IM NOT SO PERFECT
Thanks for a not so perfect child, you’ll never know what I’ve become
By: Daniel ©
Moreno


But now i have a good and loving family that cares for me my parents that
loves me and that all that really matters i LOVE U MOM AND DAD thanks for
caring for me
 
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