This life I live is not what I desire,
I'm a screwed-up kid, I play with fire!
I hope one day the sun will shine on me,
And one day somebody will finally see..
They do not know how much pain I feel,
They do not know the smiles I wear aren't real.
They would never guess I cry myself to sleep,
And they would never guess there any so many promises I've made but
hesitated to keep.
Do not ask questions I don't want to hear,
The person facing at me is not who I am in the mirror,
If I could only be myself, you would finally see..
All this unrealness..
*This is not me..
 
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