My life flies by me
But not a day do I see
This isn’t right
I can’t even put up a fight
Im not sure what’s going on
All I know is I want to be gone
My uncontrollable desperation
Brings me to the realization
That this isn’t how its supposed to be
This isn’t what I want to see
I have lost connection
With my body and its function
I have no control anymore
My body loves to see its own gore
Its not my fault
don’t take this as an insult
But im leaving you for now
Don’t ask when, why, or how
Remember me as I once was
Smiling and laughing because…
This isn’t making me stronger
And I can’t take it much longer
So I wish to give you one last kiss on your hand
And say goodbye, I’m sure you understand
 
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