i wish i could go back in time.
take back all the things i said.
never tell you i love you.
i wish i had kept to myself.
it is my fault for all this pain.
that i have caused for you.
i wish i never said a word to you.
for your words hurt me.
if id kept quiet.
you would be happy.
for you could have someone else.
someone you could really have.
when i told you my heart.
i never meant to hurt you.
for i thought you would think i was stupid.
and yet you did.
but then i began to cut again.
and i think that just made you pity me.
i wish you didnt so i wouldnt have this pain.
if i never told you.
youd be happy.
you would never have known me.
for i would be dead.
but yet i did.
and yet you said you would.
so at first we were happy.
but now we're in love and ready to die.
right now just leave me alone.
i need my space.
for maybe this is the best.
for the both of us.
 
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