Why is it that no matter what I do
I cant be good enough
No matter what I say
Your response is always rough

You say that u love me
But you never show it
You never let me know
That I’m worth somethin’

You want me to be perfect
To be something im not
I feel like I’m in the way
I’m the daughter you forgot

You never tell me that your proud
Or that im special
No one sees the real you
You are so artificial

You pretend that you’re a good mom
That you really care
But when everyone leaves
Your never there

When my brother is home
You show him affection
But when he leaves
You don’t show me any attention

No matter if I’m home or gone
You don’t really care
You’ll throw me away
Just to have another beer

But now you take away
The only thing that loves me
I guess you can’t face it
That I’m finally happy

After all I’ve been put through
You don’t even shed a tear
I cant talk to you about anything
I cant confide to you my fears

I love you I really do
But I cant understand
That when im finally happy
You take me away from my man

It hurts so bad
Cuz I’ve been here before
My dad took my heart
And it he ripped and tore

You were s’pose to be different
You were s’pose to care
But I know im not good enough
Cuz your never there

*this is to my mom. after me watching my dad murder my cuz and shoot my
other and almost kill me she's not there she leaves me and does her own
thing. she dont ever show me love*
 
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