I sat there in dark of the forest floor
under the snow bitten trees,
where through the branches you can see the stars
as i remembered all the imperfect memories of you and me
my heart became clear and my soul blackend.
Every tear that fell from my eyes were as cold as ice,
and with one sigh the night froze,
Everything became timeless
and like a Black and white movie,
i watched the ghosts of you and me cry.
I looked at the ground because thats all i felt i could do, I was a bad
person for doing the things i did to you.
I watched my breath become a fog,
as i tryed to hold in ever scream
It hurt, it hurt so much.
I've lost everything i have ever had,
I've lost my faith in god,
if not my holy father who will guide me?
Who will grant me wings if im broken,
Ive lost the onlything i have ever loved.
Now here i am at the end of things
and the only thing i can think of is him,
what is wrong with me, why cant i move on,
Who will lift this burden if i cant be strong.
Im wondeirng hopelessly through this forset with no end,
so i can just be with him.
I hate you for this i really do,
Im not going to kill my self for falling for you.
Im walking back with every shooting star One step and im already 2 far.
I could never leave you
its just to hard.
There is a fine line between love and hate,
but here tonight i coudlnt hate you anymore then i loved you.
But i loved you with all of my heart.
So i sealed my fate,
Im the ice queen made of love and hate.



 
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