Why must darkness bring me down so far I’ll drown?
I have so many voices in my head
I just want to hear my own for once.
I’m getting use to this useless feeling.
People tell me its pointless.
So few people care, Most don’t.
Why should I bother trying to be me..
When I don’t know who me is?
My good memories are disappearing
My bad memories are all I’m going to carry.
My wrist is a scratching post.
My happiness is what I yearn for most.
My eyes stare into the blackness of the world.
I don’t like the person in the mirror.
Why am I falling apart?
Why now?!
I shouldn’t let it build up inside of me.
People have a vision of who I should become.
It’s not up to them to discover who I’m going to be.
I’m so confused.
It seems like I’m running in all different directions
Or in a never ending hall.
There are beautiful things all around,
But they all turned ugly to me..
I’m bound to worthlessness.
I really want to scream!!!!!
All my dreams are terrifying for me.
Can’t somebody help me?!
Hello?
I’m trapped forever,
Forever in my darkness.
 
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