not to deep
not to much.
but just enough
cause i've had enough.
push the tarnished blade
into my vein
the blood still stains my hands
sharpening my sense of pain.
i let go
i feel it envelope me.
i did it again
i bled for you
just like i live for you.
look at me
watch me bleed.
see what they've done?!
this time
i won't stop.
i'll lay here
thinking of you
as i slip into the nothingness
of my empty soul
letting the feeling
wash over me.
taking away
every feeling
drowning me
killing me...
but wait
i see you
in the back of my head
the feeling leaves...
i can't leave you here
for i love you my dear.
so the bleeding i stop
as my senses return.
i curse you again
you've kept me alive
for another time.
why can't i let go?
i am falling apart you know.
but i cant leave you
not now,
so i drop the blade
and i hold on yet again.
only because of you
because you love me too.
 
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