The anger spreads through my veins
It remains for only a second,then is replaced by hurt
Hot,angryt tears spring to my eyes
In my irrationality I reach for my knife
I slash uncontrollably at my wrist
Screaming in agony
"If they only knew!They don't care if I die!"
And I fall into a world only I know
A world of tears,and pain,and blood
Thoughts of suicide and death fill my mind
My whole life,a lie
No one knows this sorrow that overtakes me
They think I put on a depressed act
If they knew how the knife fits into my skin
But sadly,they don't
My tears cease
I put the bloody knife down
And watch,in the silence,the blood running off my hand
I lay my head down
And concentrate on the blood
It is ever red and flowing
It it the only thing in my life that is constant
And I accept that they hate me
And degrade myself furthermore
 
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