I was the little sister.
You were the big sister.
You were suspose to teach me how to live.
It didn't go the way I planned.
You had beaten me until I could cry no more.

I thought you were helping me.
Turns out I was wrong.
My life became a hole, so big it was
I made it my home all by myself.
Everytime you hit me, I fell further down,
Keeping it inside of me, because you scared me like hell.
I was so alone, not good for anyone,
Not good enough to be your sister.

I still tried anyways.
I tried to hate you, I really did.
I hated what you did to me, and how you made me feel,
I hate that you ruined my life and what you made me do.
Now look at what I did, how I treated myself.
You know you caused most of it, just finally admitt it.
I hate that as much as I hate what you did to me, I can't hate you at
all.
I still love you, just be a real sister to me, thats all I ask of you.

 
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