here i lie..the cold seeping down to my skin
the morning dust feeling like heroin
with my devastated mind..and the loneliness brewing a storm within
i think of him and how it seems that he is slowly slipping away

here i lie..with eyes that just came back from a swim
feeling so disconnected from everything
like am losing evrything along with him
i think of him and how loving him cant be denied

i think of him and here im found
down on the floor..clutching at the ground
yelling and screamin with no sound
i cant hold it anymore..my heart's silence is getting too loud

i think of him and how this must be just a dream
he just must care more than it seems
if the love he says he has for me is true
then he has to atleast prove it..its not just about an 'i luv u'

i think of all of this..
wondering if i will ever have the same feelin i had before
the feeling of bliss
that he is mine..and that i wont feel this pain anymore
i think of this and i pray
that it will happen one day
..cuz i love him more than he'll ever know
 
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