i lie here as the sun streams through my cold body
and the air brushing my face so soft and light
though the dawn of each day might be cheerful to site
i keep trying to put up with my continuing fight
my naked wound is still wide open
after the news of your sickness my frnd,
but now that your life is slipping away
it feels like my world too,has come to an end
i see every smile as a look of panic and pain
every sunny day as a stormful rain
with a loud laugh,i inside let out a cry
hoping that you wouldnt leave me alone
even though i know if it happens,your soul shall not die

cancer...the word repeats in my mind
pushing away any smile i've ever had
and any feeling of divine
treatments are there...but your not getting well
alot have been saved,but are you gunna be lucky? no one can tell
when i've got the news..it went rite through my ear,and striked my heart
straight
for i have never imagined for you such destiny or fate
i walked away,feeling every stamp of my feet thumping in my head
i couldnt stand the thought of you leaving ; of you dead
oh girl..i cant imagine life without the angelic you
it hurts me,it kills me...but there is nothing i can do
your not even close...your not ever near
i cant share my feeling with you
and you cant imagine my fear

i pray as they tell me to
wishing and hoping it will help saving you
my devastated mind keeps thinking abt you
and with every breath that parts and enters my chest
a prayer comes in and out with it too
for you've melted my heart of stone
in my darkest days
stayed close with your wisdom
when everyone pulled away
you'd be beside me when no one was there
showering me with every feeling of love and care
you taught me the meaning of a pure smile
took me away from my exile
loving u and caring was out of control
and now im praying that you dont lose it all
girl,your the one who stood with me in the rain
i promise tht even though am not beside u
i will share ur pain
ur tears,ur frowns...and your everything!


*this is written to a frnd of mine who i lost touch with for a long time to
know after 3 months that she flew to germany to be treated from cancer
 
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