now you're gone
and im all alone
the emptiness inside
i just cant hide
they dont understand
they think it was just an illusion
but i dont even know why you did what you did
im in a state of confusion
i am being avoided
thats what i know
but its not what i tell them
its not what i show
i tell them am alright
that my hurt is just small
but i cant lie to my wounded heart
for it knows more than all
you know i loved you so true
and i got boundless love in return
and nothing i did do
so why is this happening
i really dont know

they say he's not worth it
am silent but my heart's silence is getting too loud
and it screams a 'no'!!
for he is who it chose
he is the one it loved
and walked a road so tough,
just to get to him
he is my all
he is my soul
you all say its going to be alright
but am the one who is going to have to
put up with a life-long fite,
just to get over him.
i try to forget
but i keep having flash backs
of everything he ever said
i try remembering the times he made me cry
hoping it would make me like him less
but i keep remembering the good times
the times i thought i was blessed

they say i loved love
cant they see what am going through?!
cant they see the love i had for you?!
they say it would be okay
but if they lost someone like you
they would know it just isnt true
if they know the feelings i had
they would never say it would be easy as they do
they just dont know how much i loved you
am showing am strong
i say this hurt wont last long
im planning on getting over it
but lets just hope again
that my plan wont go in vain!
 
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