Fading here
Pain in my veins i cannot bare
Pulse faster with ever breath
Will this be my death?

Looking back from when i was small
Pictures of me with leaves in the fall
Smiling beneath my wool hat
Squishing the glass where i sat

Life was so easy then
All i had to do was look cute and grin
Being a teenager is hard you see
Everyone at schools laughing at me

I feel like i was dark with strengh when i was small
Getting lighter and lighter waiting for the pendulum to fall
Waiting and fading

Sitting here, the blade at my wrist
Some of me wanting to stay strong and clinch my fist
I am too weak
Like smoke in my eyes, i'm starting to turn bleak

Maybe my final goodbye should rest here
My mothers cold tears on my body i will fear
Finding these photographs where i lay
Blood smears on them

My mother crying, dripping on me, never getting the chance to say,I love
you, if only you told me you were fading away
Into a death you will eternally stay
Fading into the ground, rising into the sky

Golden wings give me strengh to fly
Becoming more vivid the higher I go
No longer fading and looking like snow
No longer cold, but happy with cheer
This pain I no longer have to bare

Fading from earth

 
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