I try to ignore your tears
But it hurts my insides.
I hate seeing you in pain
I hate watching you suffer
Wilting away as your mind fades.
All my life you’ve been different
Welcoming me to a dark-like uncaring world
That I’ve become so familiar to.
I hate your harsh demons
WHY DO YOU LISTEN TO THEM!
THEY’RE NOTHING BUT EVIL!
A plague, a trick, a curse from the devil himself
They change you Mom—
The demons make your eyes hollow and gray
And your heart cold as stone.
They make you ugly, cruel and insane
And they make me angry, scared and sad.
I can’t fight MY demons
If I’m always fighting YOURS!
I’m sick of making excuses for your rude behavior
I’m sick of watching you bounce bad and forth like a child
I can no longer stand your small memory span,
And your simple intelligence.
I’m sick of crying for you
I’m sick of this disease that has cursed our family
I want this all to stop!
I need this all to end
No longer can I be strong
Pretending you’re okay…You’re NOT!
Why can’t I make you see?
The demons make you different…
Why can’t you fight them?
Why can’t we just be normal?

 
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