I hate you for what you put me thru.
But I love you, for loving me.
I hate you for making me cry.
But I love when you made me smile.
I hate you for the lies you told.
But I love you for being sweet.
I hate you for hurting me.
I hate you for making me cut deeper.
I hate you for making me bleed.
I hate you because you stranded me.
I hate you because everything was a joke.
I hate you because of everything.
There isn't many reasons why I love you, Are there?
Are you happy now?
Did you like what you saw?
Did you like the way I was your slave?
Did I satisfy you?
Are you glad we're over?
I realized that you mean nothing to me.
Not anymore.
I can't love you, like I did before.
I can't cry, wanting you back.
And I can't be that tiny girl you always wanted.
But in an odd way, I wish I was.
Because no matter how bad I feel,
I loved the way you cared.
And even though I hate you,
For all the wrong you made me feel.
Just knowing that you did love me at some point,
Was the only feeling I needed.
But, I don't want to love again,
Im afraid to.
I know what will happen.
And I don't want to go thru that again...
I'm twisted.
 
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