I wish I could still dream about you in my empty dreams,
I wish I could still picture you in my not so sorrowful mind.
I'm helpless, sitting here just watching, as my heart screams.

I thought you were the angel of mankind,
Turns out you were just a mark on my expanding timeline.
The secrets of yours and mine, are forever in my heart confined.

Any memories of us, of you, were just a faint outline.
My heart longed for your smell, touch, your love to linger.
But nothing would bring you back, my heartbeat was just a sad, lonely,
whine.

My body ached for your closeness, you're arms were a safe place of armor.
My heart said I needed you, my mind said I didn't.
I was in a battle, between heart and mind, my will to love him, became
fainter.

As the failing battle raged on, my heart began to give up, and became
silent.
My mind took over my heart, my soul, my longing for you.
I cried today, not because I loved you, but because I'll be OK without you,
and my heart is now vacant.


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