There's something inside of me
That's cold and numb
Kind of the feeling
you get from your blow,
except-mine isn't from a drug.
Mine is from the pain
when you left.
Mine is from the trust
I no longer can give.
Mine is from the part you took from me.
Mine is eternal.
Your drugs can only take away
half the pain you have inside.

Maybe you have realized
what you have done is wrong
Maybe you want to change it.
You can't-
It's too late,
You stripped me in every way possible
So let me be.

I wrote this to the guy I lost my virginity to...
 
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