I knew a man,

He was my light in the dark,
He held my hand when it was to hard,
But then he let me go one day,
I fell down and there I'll stay,

Another sad goodbye daddy story,
I know I shouldn't think about it,
But tomorrows Christmas and its starting to hurt,
I feel like I'm on a ride and i want to quit,

My heads spinning and hearts racing,
I can feel it in my throat as the memories rise,
I can feel that I'm about to cry,
What happens when I'm crying over the one who normally dries these eyes,

Why is it that I can only remember the good,
When the bad memories are still there,
I should try to hate him I know i should,
But he is my dad,

Maybe just because he hits me,
it means he loves me more,
Maybe he's scared to tell me how he really feels,
And maybe that's why he calls me a whore,

I look in his eyes now and I see my dad is gone,
The side of him I thought was gone has won,
He lost his loving side and he lost me with them,
Its okay I know he'll be back to normal in heaven,

So when we both die,
I'll give him another try,
Maybe this then everyone can see,
How much he really used to love me.
 
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