i remember
being younger
begging god to
take me away
from this hell
they called home
waking up
with tears
running down
my face
because i was
still alive

i remember
when daddy
wasnt home
my brother
beating me
till i was
bleeding
me screaming
for mommy
her telling ME
to be good

i remember
her dragging me
down the stairs
when mom
and dad
werent there

i remember
begging mom
to slit my throat
because i couldnt
take anymore

i remember
mom never
wanting me
to begin with
and dad
being the only one
who did
and he was never home
to save me
from all them

i remember
running and running
till i calapsed
somewhere
in the desert
i remember
thats where
i met him
i remember
three weeks later
telling the police
everything
he did to me
i remember
nothing happening
after
i remember
months later
crying
because he didnt
come back
and kill me

i remember
going to school
and being
an outcast
that everyone
wanted dead
not much different
then home
i remember
sitting alone
and playing
with myself
i remember
thats when
i died inside

i remember
when i was
younger
pleading for death
while i was
already dead

*please keep in mind... this all happened before and durning elementerary
school. i plan on writing another one to describe middle school and another
for high school*
 
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