If they knew the truth
I would be abandoned
acceptance;intolerable.
Never would they care
Bother to understand.
They hate the person I care for
The only one who's there for me.
Over Christmas dinner
They talk about killing him,
about kicking me out.
Isolating me from family.
My closest sibling
saying life was better without me
Whats the point?
They pretend to comfort
Pretend to care
Still leaving me with a hypocritical impression.
The day of the year
When family becomes one
I am singled out
Hated by most
Me mom being the only understanding one
Thats 2/3 of my family
Disgusted by my actions
I'll never be good enough
So why not?
They say suicide is painless
I could give it a shot
For me, Ill always be alone
Acceptance;intolerable.

 
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