I’m lining up the pills
And drowning them with water
My breath is getting short
And it’s getting harder
My visions a blur
And everything’s a mess
Even the blood
That’s covering my chest
I can’t feel a thing
Everything goes black
Then I hear the phone ring
Why am still here
What’s going on the end was so near
My mother rushes in
Her eyes flooded with tears
What have you done?
Is faint in my ears
She grabs my hand
And says it’ll be all right
The doctors on his way
Just try to fight
My body stays weak
I tell my mother
It’s my time to sleep
I close my eyes
And see a light
I hear the scream
Of my mothers fright
My life is over its finally done
There is no more pain
No more sorrow
There is no more light
Nor is there tomorrow
I’m content where I am
I wish I could say
I hope my mother does not blame
For not was her choice
Mine should be the shame
I did not go up
I did not go down
Heaven
Hell
I shall not tell
My grave is dug
My life is ended
Hell seems like a bute
Too bad I can’t visit
The choice was mine
It went so quick
Have a happier life
Live it to the fullest
Do no do what I did
Do not wonder why
Lead your own path
Let no one decide

 
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