**My blood brews cold inside my veins,
Inside my heart, there’s always rain,
Why have I been sentenced to this eternal pain?
It drives me mad, my brain becomes deranged,
Why should I be allowed to suffer so,
When no one else I ever see has such horrible lows?
I let the pain bleed, it bleeds from my wrists,
As I cut deeper, all I feel is bliss,
A momentary release, but it’ll be back for sure,
I dream of a day when I will have a cure,
I try to hurt my outsides to kill the pain on the insides,
But sadly enough it will not abide,
It keeps coming back, just to torment me,
Why can’t the pain just set me free?

 
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